New blogaddress www.dezgnjournal.blogspot.com

Since blog.se got stuck several times I decided to change to Blogspot. I have been putting in all my previous posts into my new blog manually *sigh* . Finally I'm done.

I will on this address from now on...... www.dezgnjournal.blogspot.com

Please come and join me. I'd love to hear from other people who keep blogs or are Interested in design :)

New blog address

Since blog.se got stuck several times I decided to change to Blogspot. I have been putting in all my previous posts into my new blog manually *sigh* . Finally I'm done.

I will on this address from now on...... www.dezgnjournal.blogspot.com

Please come and join me. I'd love to hear from other people who keep blogs or are Interested in design :)

Eres




Eres lo que mas quiero en este mundo, eso eres,mi
pensamiento mas profundo, tambien eres, tan sólo dime
lo que hago, aqui me tienes. Eres cuando despierto lo
primero, eso eres, lo que a mi vida le hace falta si no vienes,
lo único, preciosa, que mi mente habita hoy.
Qué mas puedo decirte, tal vez puedo mentirte sin razón,
pero lo que hoy siento es que sin ti estoy muerto, pues
eres lo que mas quiero en este mundo, eso eres.
Eres el tiempo que comparto, eso eres, lo que la gente
promete cuando se quiere mi salvacion , mi esperanza y mi fe.
Soy el que quererte quiere como nadie soy,
el que te llevaría el sustento día a día , el que por ti
daría la vida, ese soy. Aqui estoy a tu lado y espero
aqui sentado hasta el final. No te has imaginado lo
que por ti he esperado pues eres lo que yo amo en
este mundo, eso eres, cada minuto en lo que pienso,
eso eres, lo que más cuido en este mundo, eso eres.

Sharing...



Holding,
Protecting,
and Loving
- I will always be here for you...

Try as I might...

TRY

Try as I might, I can´t forget your eyes.
Try as I might, your touch I cannot find.
Try as I might, my heart cries out but cannot see
No matter how much I try, you cannot be with me.

I tried...
To run my fingers through your hair while you slept,
But I felt my touch simply slip away.
I tried...
To press my lips against your face,
But you were gone once again.

I tried...
To feel my body lying nex to yours,
But to you my body was no more than a ghost.
I tried...
So much to hold you in my arms tonight,
But you could not feel the slightest touch.

I tried...
To cover your body when you felt cold,
But I could not reach out to keep you warm.
I tried...
To protect you while you were dreaming,
But I couldn´t be there while you were sleeping

I tried...
To be there for you when u awoke,
And not just simply a useless ghost.
I tried...
To make you feel,
That I am real.

But no matter how much I try,
I will never stop trying...
By Oscar


This is going to be my first Thanksgiving. At the moment I am looking at Macy´s Thanksgiving parade. This definitely puts me In a Holiday mood. A year ago I received this poem from my love, and so much has changed In a year. We no longer need to be apart, we no longer need to Try, It´s all about here and now!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL OF YOU!

Far from perfect

I added the translation thinking It would be easier for my swedish family and readers to follow the blog, but I am not so sure anymore. Hmm...hopefully It will give an Idea of the contents in the blog. It's definitely far from perfect. I think I will switch language and start typing in Swedish when I move over there, now I have my american laptop so It's a headache to type in Swedish since I don't have all the letters.

Any suggestions?

A winter evening in San Diego

I've been working on my blog design for a couple of days now, hence the 'bad' updates. Hopefully It will come together soon.


'Jingle bells'...already?

Today me and my hubby had a wonderful day at the mall looking through various shops. Even though halloween just passed and Thanksgiving is coming up next weekend the stores and mall are already decorated and ready for Christmas. I'm used of celebrating Christmas in warmer climates (no snow *sigh*) since that's what I have been doing for the past 5-6 years. But, still it feels like 'rushing' into christmas celebration with it only being November. Our friends put up their christmas tree as early as a couple of weeks ago. For us, this year no christmas tree but instead I am extremley excited to see all the houses around us decorated nicely.

I sort of like the graphic of these moving boxes

My hubby always thinks I am insane just for the fact that I find inspiration in the weirdest things. We can at times spend hours discussing this. However, back to the moving boxes. We are in fact moving back to my mother in-laws house for a month or so before we fly back to Sweden. I am excited, hopefully I will improve my Mexican cooking skills.


A bit longer in the states

I am staying a bit longer in California than we had planned. That's okey. I will be celebrating both Christmas and New Year over here with my other half.



Celebration here

A 'knock' on the door......there he was...the postman...with a letter from the embassy!

He got it! So Sweden here we come. Celebration and preperation will be todays dinner discussion.

Invited to a Thanksgiving party

Our two closest friends here in the states are throwing a Thanksgiving party ( dinner) on friday. I can't wait to get together, eat and enjoy some good wine. We are all cooking and bringing something over, which makes it even more fun. I was requested to cook meatballs and maybe I bring something else as well.

























The invite is made by the host
 Antonio Diaz de Sandi.

Night out at an art gallery






Are you spying in my journal?
















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